did u know....

I'm drowning!!! My life is slowly...actually rather quickly going under and there seems to be NOTHING!!! I can do about!!!!! I recently returned the work field and it doesnt seem to be helping in one lil bit!!! Everything just keeps hitting and hitting and before I can even gasp for my next breathe...BAM... I'm hit again!!!!! How can I be married and be the ONLY one who cares that our lives are going under...HOW am I the ONLY one who is even fighting to keep us a float?????? I really want to crawl in a hole somewhere and not emerge for a very LONG time! what good will it do??? nothing will change!